i don't understand. who i am, or what im doing here. im just here. with you. doing whatever we do when its me and you. and we let the world soak into us. but we don't understand. why we were chosen. why we like the feeling. of experience, of life. we are just humans, complicated animals. roaming the world. letting the leaders make the decisions for us. we really aren't that important. and deep down, we know we never will be. but when we're together, it's like we have a future. like there is a reason for life. like what im doing today, will get me somewhere. and maybe thats the problem. we live off lies. one big fucking lie. and its ok for awhile. until its not.
until you go away.