i'm never good enough for myself. every glance in the mirror, every failed attempt, everything. i'm never ever good enough. for once, i want to be good enough. i want to look in the mirror and think "your alright". not "oh my, just LOOK at you. your gross." but i think it anyways, cause i just can't get past it. i can't get past how fat i am. or how ugly. or how not worth it. i just am stuck in this terrible place that nobody ever wants to be in. but guess who's in it? me.
fuck me.