My title: around the corner and to the left. I started this blog to find direction. To figure things out. To say what I needed to say, and say it the way I wanted to; without interruption. To let go of my rage. To move on. I always imagined my ideal life was right around the corner. Every time I felt like giving up, and ending it all, I think about how the best thing that might ever happen to me could be coming. I think about how this life that I strive so hard for, might be possible. How the impossible is all behind me, and all I have to do is turn the corner. How every false hope and fake promise can be put out of view. I'm still trying to find my corner to make that lusted left turn on. But it gives me hope to know its there. It gives me hope to know that tomorrow will be ok. It reminds me that I control my life. That I'm not what people say about me. That I'm more than what I show. I started this blog for a place. A place to talk. A place to not hold back. A place to love. A place to live. A place to find direction. A place to be my hoped for life, a life that is around the corner and to the left.