im making the decision. once and for all. to lose the weight. to make the best from what i've lost. to move on. to value and treat well the friends i have and care less about the other ones. to thrive. to read and write with everything i have. to learn from my mistakes. to work hard in all i do. to get a boy. to live. to remember this is not the final chapter. the.world. will. keep. spinning. it does not end here. my life will not be summed up with this. i am making the decision to make sure that happens. i will do everything i've always wanted to. i will. i swear to fucking god. i will shine brighter than any of those who ever tried to bring me down.
i am making the decision to rise above.