sometimes, i think, we get so caught up in something that we forget who we are and what we want. we relish in this new something and it feels nice not to be so alone. more than nice, even. we feel good. and we forget that this isn't what we really want. we forget our expectations and settle for something that makes us feel good, even if it doesn't feel right. and then, when that something gets taken away from you, you feel incredibly sad. and its not because being away from that something feels wrong, but because we are alone again. However, after awhile we realize that being alone isn't so bad and then we start to realize just how wrong that something was. and then we realize not to waste our time with feeling good, because most of the time good equals wrong and alright equals right. i mean, look at it. alright even has the word right in it. so after we look at the facts, we start to feel happy because we know that even though we had that big emotional roller coaster, we are actually closer to right than wrong and thats all we really wanted anyways, right? and then when we are all happy a new something comes along, but this time, the something is right because now, after everything is said and done, we can tell the difference between right and wrong. and then, even though we are caught up entirely in this new something, we still understand who we are and what we want, and that maybe by finding this right, we can begin to realize we are all wrong.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
sometimes, i think, we get so caught up in something that we forget who we are and what we want. we relish in this new something and it feels nice not to be so alone. more than nice, even. we feel good. and we forget that this isn't what we really want. we forget our expectations and settle for something that makes us feel good, even if it doesn't feel right. and then, when that something gets taken away from you, you feel incredibly sad. and its not because being away from that something feels wrong, but because we are alone again. However, after awhile we realize that being alone isn't so bad and then we start to realize just how wrong that something was. and then we realize not to waste our time with feeling good, because most of the time good equals wrong and alright equals right. i mean, look at it. alright even has the word right in it. so after we look at the facts, we start to feel happy because we know that even though we had that big emotional roller coaster, we are actually closer to right than wrong and thats all we really wanted anyways, right? and then when we are all happy a new something comes along, but this time, the something is right because now, after everything is said and done, we can tell the difference between right and wrong. and then, even though we are caught up entirely in this new something, we still understand who we are and what we want, and that maybe by finding this right, we can begin to realize we are all wrong.
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